Fed up

I'm fed up of feeling like this
I want to feel wanted.. needed.. loved

I want some one to hold my hand and just spend time with me

I'm fed up of sitting in my room by myself for hours on end staring at a laptop hoping someone will come online i can talk to without the conversation feeling forced... my god thats sad... im not even hoping for real conversation... im just hoping for someone to come and for them to say hi first, and for it to not just be me asking question after question as they get on with their life's....

and now I sound like a fucking bitching emo... but to be honest i dont care, I just want someone to want to spend some time with me, not for me to have to beg to see them... emo bitching over